“If you love those who love you, what benefit is that to you? For even sinners love those who love them. And if you do good to those who do good to you, what benefit is that to you? For even sinners do the same. And if you lent to those from whom you expect to receive, what credit is that to you? Even sinners lend to sinners, to get back the same amount. But love your enemies, and do good, and lend, expecting nothing in return, and you reward will be great, and you will be sons of the Most High…”
Let’s see. A year to two years ago, I was approached for money by an old acquaintance. It wasn’t a large sum. I wouldn’t miss it. I recall that it was a Jesus thing that I even did it. I just trusted someone and what they said. I believed in them when others wouldn’t. I was told I would be reimbursed. I didn’t care.
I shared (my mistake) what I did with two friends. One who knew the person better than I did and one who is generous in helping others on a regular basis. I was shocked at the response I received. The former informed me that the money would most likely go to drugs. The latter was not enthusiastic and hoped against hope that I would get my money back.
I didn’t care. I was glad that I did it. Well, I surely did not want to invest in drugs. I didn’t mind so much if it was a lie or I wasn’t repaid. But I didn’t want the person to cause harm to anyone.
I received a thank you – flattering thank you. I am ashamed. And then never heard from them again. I was worried for them. But I was okay with it. I had expected it.
They have resurfaced! And I am so happy. I hope things are going well. And I hope I can be as trusting as before if necessary. To be naïve.
I think this is about as obsessed as I have gotten …
The helpful part of this chapter concerned Grandma Clara. They were in a theater and the author asked his grandmother-in-law if she was enjoying herself. And she said no. If Jesus were to come right at that moment, she really didn’t want to be found in a theater. LOVE IT!
I thought like Grandma Clara intermittently throughout the day. I wasn’t too proud of any of the places Jesus would have found me. I was pleased that my children were in a school that professes Jesus. I was pleased that my husband was working hard to support his family. And I was not doing anything exceptionally God-pleasing. That cannot continue.
“…for he is kind to the ungrateful and the evil. Be merciful, even as your Father is merciful.”
Luke 6:32-36 (ESV)
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